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Falling in LOVE as we all thought was like having this man beside you that will support and accept you as you are.  Someone whom we believe is our bestfriend and family at times, expecting all will be secure and safe when your near him.  But what do you call it when the man you love hurts, hides and ruins you?

I know that "loving" is the greatest feeling in this material world.  We all wanted to be loved but if loving ruins and hurts you is it still worth fighting for?

Love is unconditional, forgiving and never fails.  But remember that loosing one’s self and loving someone hoping that the person will love us back is not LOVE at all……

There are times when we just have to let go and move on.  No matter how hard and painful it can be it’s better to heal now rather than later!

if you love someone and it seems it not meant it simple means God have someone better for you….

It’s time to move on……………………….

Manila - what a very special place!!! My 19 years of friendship, activities, heartaches, schooling, problems…I know my friends would agree that i almost cried half of my life there.  Struggling to find out the real me.  Back then, i guess i was confused about a lot of things, i tend to rebel against my father, do juvenile things like getting drunk, smoking, partying while studying.  Now, im here in the US for more than 5 years and i’ve found the real me.  Without peer pressure and orders or rules, i end up knowing who the real KAREN was.  I was never eager of being independent for my father didnt really spoil me.  I was raised to be emotionally strong and do suffer all of the consequences of all of my actions and decisions.

After all those years of questioning and self-realization, i realized that i never stopped loving my friends and family despite of the distance and absence.  I ended up loving them more for i feel like they know me better than anyone here.  I’ve lost a lot along the way, as years pass by, friends would have they own life or family, career choices and or you just stop communicating.  It saddens me a lot that i am not back home but let’s face it, life’s tough back in Manila ever than before.  I may have been so far or i haven’t been in touch but do know that your always missed.  That every single moment that i spenf with you guys back home was the best memories that i carry everyday.  Your belief and trust in me makes me go through all my hard times and pains without talking to each other the way we used to. 

" To all of my friends back in manila, i wish you all a happy holiday and may you have a blessed new year.  Be thankful for all those years.  Be strong in facing life and deal with it the best way you could.  It will all pass.  I miss you all very much and deep in me i am still the same old Katan or Cazey that you’ve been with.  I can’t wait to go back and spend time with you all again! Your always in my prayers! I love you and miss you all dearly! "